How do you understand what happened at the time? How could I not? That year was not normal, a year I will never be able to forget. Finding out she’d passed almost didn’t even shock me. The right question? When did I accept what had happened? Because I don’t think I actually really grieved. Mum… Continue reading Question 2
Let’s Try This Again
I’m back again. Can you tell I’m not very good at being vulnerable? I absolutely suck. I keep starting and stopping this journey and when I think I’ve gotten a handle on it, I always seem to do something that takes me several steps back. Deep down I want to and want to be able… Continue reading Let’s Try This Again
A Slap From Reality
The systems crashed at work again, so why not? It's been a while since I last wrote about anything. Definitely over a year. I just haven't really had anything to write about, or anything I've written just hasn't felt good enough. I miss it though. Writing used to be very therapeutic for me and maybe… Continue reading A Slap From Reality
Memories
I was asked the other day if I remember my Mum. Something I guess I don't really think about, but honestly, I don't. Is that weird? I wouldn't even say that I know my mum. Everything I know is from what people tell me and if it's not that, it's pictures. Pictures told me that… Continue reading Memories
I Can’t Stop Smiling!
December. The last month in the year. And what a year it's been! I remember hearing people say 2020 was gonna be their year. Everyone, their mama and their dog was screaming this. They were about to be the best version of themselves; New Year. New Decade. New Me! The year of "2020 vision". And… Continue reading I Can’t Stop Smiling!
